I'm still not ready to officially announce anything yet. But I am getting closer to actually making the change and made some commitments to do this. It's good, I promise. But it is also a big, HUGE, scary step for me. A leap of faith. It is not a sudden change and will take a great effort from me and sacrifice from the rest of the family. I am so blessed to have my family and friends on my side. They all support this change. My family is willing to make the adjustments that will be necessary - some definite, others possible. It is a family commitment.
I watched the movie "Faith Like Potatoes" this summer. Check it out on Netflix if you haven't seen it yet. The farmer takes a huge leap of faith and puts the success and future of his community in the hands of God and a field of potatoes during a drought. This is kind of how I feel. I am in my own personal drought. I am making a big change, a risky change, that I have prayed about, but that could be foolish and wasteful. I won't know until afterwards if it was wise and will benefit our family and community. I have to trust God and pray that the sacrifices, time, and efforts will be worthwhile.
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